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9:18
High anxiety and doubt causes lack of production, lowers performance, and can make someone sick.
I knew all that.
What I think has been happening to me is a mid-life crisis... at 24. I guess that would be called a 'life crisis' than a mid life one I suppose, considering my life is still actually beginning.
I never used to have so much doubts and concerns on where my life was going. A few years ago, I was feeling fine. Thinking that I have all the time in the world to do what I want. What changed? I have a theory that my life was on the right track and I some how bounced off but haven't been able to go back on. Maybe in the last few years, I've felt my live get cut shorter, I don't know.
9:22