Thursday, April 25, 2013

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0:48
Day 3. Not really hungry, though I ate some potato salad to curve the growling in my stomach but not the brain fog I've been feeling. I feel so sad... I just can't come out and say it.
0:49

11:34
Diarrhea, barely hungry. Fucking sucks.
two weeks before surgery - 158 lbs
morning of surgery -  151 lbs
yesterday, 1 week of surgery -  148 lbs.
My brain hurts, my stomach hurts, yet the desire to eat is small and I continue to lie about it. I can't shake off the feeling that I don't attempt to do my callings soon, I probably never will.
11:36

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